a_steady_riot

Okay, so dropping acid at midnight was a mistake. Not that tripping itself was a mistake, tripping is great. Its just the fact that its 7 AM right now, I'm alone, and I'm tripping. I didn't think it was possible to be sad while tripping, but unfortunately it is. Now, I've had BAD trips before, where I thought I was insane, or dying, or whatever. But I've never been just straight up sad while tripping. It sucks.

And its all from the same generic bullshit that's been upsetting me for the past few weeks. It blows. And I'm not going to be able to go to sleep. There's nothing on TV. There's nothing to do. AND I'M FUCKING TRIPPING! Maybe its because I'm alone. Everything doesn't seem like fun. It doesn't seem like its an adventure wehn you're alone. Yet, at the same time, I'm completely enthralled by the show "Run's House". I mean, its not a great show, but right now I can't do anything but watch it when its on the TV. Like, I'm sucked into it. God damn it, they just showed a sneak peak of next season and JoJo got fucking arrested! And they didn't say why! I guess I could just look on wikipidia. On May 8th, 2009 Joseph Jr. was arrested and charged with Reckless Endangerment, criminal use of drug paraphernalia, and resisting arrest. Man, the more I watch this show, the more Run seems like a dick.

Wow, off on a tangent there. I need to go to sleep so I can wake up and do something. Hang out with people. Not sit here and watch Run's House and ridiculous above the influence and safe sex advertisements that MTV throw out at you now-a-days. Thank god I don't watch MTV. I'm starting to yawn. That's a good thing, right? I've got so much I need to do. And by that, I mean I need to clean my house. Like hardcore clean. I'd say I'd do it now, but I don't feel like doing much of anything right now, aside from sitting here and taking in everything. Just sit here. I did manage to clean my sheets. That's a start. Unfortunately the comforter has to be dried twice and I only had enough for one dry. Ugh.
 

I want to go to a fucking park. Or a beach. Somewhere not overwhelmingly hot too. Fuck the summer.